As positive as I have been trying to be about my life with all the change that’s been happening, it’s hard to process some things. One of my friends that helped bring me closer to God has ghosted me. What makes me sad is that the last time we talked, we had such an awesome day together, just hanging out, doing errands and talking. I don’t know what happened during that time for her to basically check out, but it happened non-the-less.
It’s not for lack of trying on my part. I have text her and asked our other friends if she’s ok and what’s going on, but I repeatedly get that “she’s got a lot going on”. What this says to me is that you just don’t care enough to factor in a response to my worries about you.
I’m now actively searching for peace of mind with this, as we have previously established that God brings people into your life for a certain reason and then when that goal has been met, they move on. Its definitely painful though when you consider how close you may be to that particular person.
At this point, all I can do is take it for what it is and move forward. I am not upset with God in my ignorance of his plan, I only feel sad at the loss of a good friend. I will look back with fondness and look forward to the bright future ahead!